Zabo 's Column
HAVE A SON
Note published in Edition No. 51 of Journal
Z had been waiting for this news and I was the victim of countless false rumors that the only thing that caused it was that I became more and more godless. Once I almost long to mourn after seeing the Igarzabal
( @ EspirituRock )
an image advertising the show prices for a course in River from Ticketek page ... but it was just a joke for April fools day . I honestly did not think I have the opportunity to see my favorite band unless you win the jackpot on Christmas and travel to any country that where present. Thing that would have hated for chest cold that is people to see bands outside of Argentina. Not like here, we're the best audience in the world by the demagogue in office.
If I'm honest, they were not my favorite band at first. My favorite band was Nirvana , but was complicated as the idea of \u200b\u200ba tour that would allow me to see (unless you happen zombie attack or something) I settled for that entity to give the band Thom : them at least could keep hope . Hope was fading every year between long pauses and solo albums. One day he fell
Pol home with "Pablo Honey"
after I lend him
after I lend him Nevermind
and told me what I had said "listen to it and learn it by heart, will take lesson next week "
. I was grunge bat and I escaped a little metal while coming from the side of the alternative or progressive. And bands were recommending us long before that, but recommend a favorite band is a totally different thing, a kind of communion in the relationship between two people. Is the most precious, and much more at that age in you think Kurt Cobain
. I was grunge bat and I escaped a little metal while coming from the side of the alternative or progressive. And bands were recommending us long before that, but recommend a favorite band is a totally different thing, a kind of communion in the relationship between two people. Is the most precious, and much more at that age in you think Kurt Cobain
is more important than your parents. Years later I wrote a text that read: "I can not help envy you, you you can go to get your bike and take Kurt playing guitar and I park down here I have to wait for it Thom South agreed ". Going to see Radiohead also meant to fulfill the dream of the friend who went before their time. A part of me was going to enjoy it, another to honor his memory and a smaller child and only did so to gozárselo as saying "I saw and you did not, lero lero" . Yes, I know: am a banquet for a student of psychology. The show was so hard for me to not sleep well and wanted to go to concerts for months. When I asked did not know how to describe it and every time I saw the video for YouTube
I long to mourn recalling some point that day was less than ten meters what for me were the closest to God on earth. I was so traumatized that I began to think that "never should have gone to see Radiohead" was a good name for a second novel. But it's normal post-traumatic shock , the vacuum that generated after fulfill a dream, that feeling of
"now what?" . See your idol up is a joy so immense that I suppose one should be compared to childbirth. Today my best friend is going to have a child ... and I'll be at his side watching Paul . Although there is a Beatle on stage I guess it will cost me much to distract not see her face to see how mine was during that show that I was so hauntingly beautiful, traumatized .- New members! New songs!
Zabo & THE ORCHESTRA Tutti Frutti We return to Prana to advance to the musical the first time I heard it was the end of the primary, in the midst of this act where the teachers take the grip to see which strips the most inspiring speech, that mothers trying to mourn and students alike. I also remember thinking "I do not want to be your future"
, I felt that I was shitting, like when you send a card that asked your home. It's almost as if you were told "Well, they're right, maybe we're leaving this world quite like shit, but the important thing is that thanks to a careless youth you are in this world and will be able to fix it easily when touch them " . Not a good deal, you see where you see: were shitting me from here to China. "You are our future" . What horrible words! It's almost as if from your old to rejoice that when meen drooling and senile above what will be you'll have to take care of them and change them. As if adults will rub shoulders with each other and are behind us laughing cagaran saying "Ha! The one that I will touch these jerks! "
. "You are our future"
. Since I have 21 years and never lack the backing or sheathing that still tells me with a hopeful smile on his face. Fuck off!
I do not want to be your future, I have just wanted to be my present.
For some reason we are prepared to assume that happy future without asking any questions like a patriarchal mandate or a punishment. There is a natural future, that you can not control, but a utopia where we should take care of magically solve everything they could not. Is one full of pressure from past mistakes, one that does not plan to ask. Almost an obligation. If someone has to be the future because the present comes back. "Loco, we did everything we could, but hey, watch it now as I leave to you and not our problem!" I do not want to be your future, I have just wanted to be my present.
seem to tell us. Break everything and expect us to fix this. All good, but ... from here. Come to think-and not a minor detail, when I finished elementary school was ending in 2001, this time in Argentina where they dream of a mean expect to keep working, praying not to reduce your salary or you raise the prices of commodities, including cravings fair. It is normal that my generation grew up with the punk thing
"no future" , breathe crisis. To make matters worse, when we were quite forgotten what happens in Cromagnon and this revelation: no one cares. Never did.
"You are the present"
. I always hoped someone would come and tell me.
"Go out into the street, Take charge of your future depends on you" Casa Rosada, understand? "They are playing with me" thought, but then we passed the ball and I came to understand that the thing seriously. For the first time someone invested in the future that was us and that from that day we should stop the jerks us to take charge. We had to stop being this uncertain future to be part of this integration. Of that change.
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